|
seduisant_brat
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: emily
Birthday: 5/27/1993
Gender: Female
Interests: loves Jesus. loves her girlfriends, food, adam levine as a present. loves you!
Expertise: what's that?!
Occupation: ms.green from m'n'm.
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/25/2007
|
|
| izy+em+ruth+na na+ ministry of food + top shop & muji + marvelous creme+ f1 racing car = love
i love you so much birthday girl. another year of being friends and hopefully many more to come. have a kick out of your diana! take lots of pics of turkey and random what nots!
| | |
| Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be
So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah
Holding on tightly
just can’t let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear
But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here
I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy
Oh, happy
Oh
So and it's just that i can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.
note to my dear friend:
happy birthday izy. good bye. it meant so much to me while it lasted. thank you for everything. i missed you. i missed me. us. how it used to be. you are wrong... He was there. always did. still is. maybe... we just didn't see Him there.
| | |
| I know I need You
I need to love You
I love to see You, but it's been so long
I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
And I need to hear You, is that so wrong?
Now You pull me near You
When we're close, I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell You, all that I've done
Are You done forgiving?
Oh can You look past my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending, what I've become
What have I become?
I hear You say,
"My love is over. It's underneath.
It's inside. It's in between.
The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel.
The times that you question, 'Is this for real? '
The times you're broken.
The times that you mend.
The times that you hate Me, and the times that you bend.
Well, My love is over, it's underneath.
It's inside, it's in between.
These times you're healing, and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like you're falling from grace.
The times you're hurting.
The times that you heal.
The times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal.
The times of confusion, in chaos and pain.
I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame.
I'm there through your heartache.
I'm there in the storm.
My love I will keep you, by My pow'r alone.
I don't care where you fall, where you have been.
I'll never forsake you, My love never ends.
It never ends." | | |
| i just want to feel happy. i hate all these stupid moodswings.. rawrrrrrr. i can swear and punch my pillows... but how can i truly make myself feel happier? arghhhh. where's a bestfriend when you need one. or... a dry shirt so you can wet your tears all over it.
| | |
| i slept at 4.30 am. was on the phone all night with my stranger friend. haha.such a bastard seriously.laughed over retarded and ridiculous stuff. you crack me up.
i enjoy late night phone calls. i miss late night phone calls.
yesterday's outing was good! i feel guilty that my dear buddies were stressed over the fact that things didn't go according to plan, but kudos alright! for getting us all together. *pui san *darylene * beatrice * isaac *brian * darryl * xun yi * derek*
we shall go out again soon soon soon!
izy and i must never study together. she talks too much. we both talk too much i'd prefer coffee dates. just chat, drink coffee and get high.
you make me feel like such an a**hole sometimes.
i had the weirdest dream ever. it's so weird. that i can't mention names. but i was on the phone with someone that i've always admired. and yes ohmygosh the voice in my head sounded like the person! i think i might just be able to close that chapter of my adolescent past.to finally get over the phase.
it sucks when your past comes back to haunt you. it affects how you feel about present situations.
| | |
|
|
